Well it has been a very long time since ive wrote on here. I have alot of my mind... so i figured id just let it out on here for those that still are friends on my blog or any new people coming on it. Please dont bash anything that i have written if you decided to read my stuff. Im just a wife and mom of 3 and living in a hard world. Everyone had there issues and problems and Im just another one going threw it. But anyways...Thanks for reading! =)

Seeing its been awhile since ive written....alot has changed since then. Starting with the kids... Summer is in school. Its called "Transitional Kindergarten" aka TK. Its a new thing they are having now for kids that turn 5 years old after the school year starts for that year...it goes from like nov to about feb or april for those bdays. I dont know...its weird but it get Summer a head start in regular school. She was in pre k before that. I kinda wish she was still at that school (wintergardens elementry). I liked that teacher and she had a few friends there. But im sure she will like this class and make new friends. She is very out going when it comes to making friends. Oh BTW... She start this new school yesterday...so we are still trying to get things organized and in the new routine. I almost had a heart attack cuz on wednesdays they have the half day now and i forgot all about it but seeing this was the first week of school...they didnt have it but i freaked out realizing it was half day but then i remember not the first week. So i set my alarm on my phone...so i dont freak out again. I felt like a bad mom when i was freaking out cuz it was like 12:30 or some where around it and they get out at 12:05 on wednesday for half days. But i called Bryon and made sure and then i was ok. But yeah. That was fun. But other then that... when i did pick her up...it was my first time by myself cuz Bryon was off yesterday so i had some help. But I think I did pretty good. Got the baby carrier thing out and it was great. I was thinking of taking the stroller out but that thing is a pain and there so much dirt where we park...so thank goodness i bought that carrier. But i feel like I put the baby in it wrong or shes not comfortable but i dont know. I do the best i can with it. I always feel weird going to pick up Summer with the other moms there. I feel like they are watching me or judging me or like i have something on my face or something like that. I dont know. I really dont care what people think of me but i just dont like when people stare as your coming up. I know im weird but arent we all! =) But besides that. It went great. Summer loves school. Which is great. I just hope i can make it threw this whole school year. lol. We have started Summer's bedtime at 8:30 now instead of 9pm. But thinking of getting her to go to bed at 8 after while...so she get enough sleep. Just hoping i can get the baby on a routine as well...so i can go to bed at a good time. But we'll see! I forgot to write that before Summer which schools... She was in speech class and it helped her alot. We can understand her alot more and all that But im worried that she might have like ADD...so we are keeping an eye on that. Ok enough about Summer...lol I cant talk about her forever! Ill post more later about her! =)

About Alexis (aka Lexi)...Shes a little feisty thing. She will be 3 years old next month. Oh how time flies. She has been talking alot more and you can understand alot more of what she says which makes it more easier for me when she wants something. She is for sure going to be the one with all the boyfriends with her big blue eyes. Im hoping to maybe get her into pre-k next year...so that should be exciting. =) At times I think she is still a mama's girl but she for sure got her daddy wrapped around her little finger just like the other two. lol Right we are still working on potty training. She as it down but lately she has been pee and pooping in her underwear...so i dont know whats wrong. I thinking shes just wanting to be a rebel. But who knows.

Kaylee is our newest bundle of joy. Right now she is about a month and a half right now. So far...she has been so easy to take care of. She doesnt really cry unless shes hungry or need to be changed. Oh and sometimes when she is bored lol. But other then that...she is a good baby. She was easy at delivery as well. I was 37 or 38 weeks and it was a wednesday night when i was having contractions. I wasnt sure if they were the real ones cuz they kept going back and forth from 5 to 10 mins apart. but i was up until about 2am or somewhere around that and then woke up at 4am (I think) and I thought my water broke. But it wasnt. But before all of this...i had an appt saying i was 2 cm dilated and then when i went to the hospital when i thought my water broke...I was 6cm. So i guess it was real thing if i dilated that much in such little time. The only problem with her was her head was up...when i guess the baby has to be head down at delivery. But another doctor turn her around very quickly. I was just hoping my actual OB doctor was there but it was off on thursdays so i had an on call doctor which was a lady...which i was totally fine with. I prefer lady doctors anyways. But after i had her...I was balling my eyes out. I dont think i didnt that much when i had the other two. It was just probably cuz i was so happy to have her out finally and how big she was lol She was 9lbs 4oz and 21 1/2 inches long. She was my biggest yet! lol But I loved her to death. Now i just cant believe she is already a month old. She is always so happy. Love it!

I love my husband and my kids. They are my world. And nothing will change that.

Well Im sure there so much more i can talk about but Ill end it right here and hopefully write something tomorrow or at least in the next few days! So Peace Out! LOL!