
All i wish....is to move from these apartments tho. Since ive been prego, i get mad about alots of stuff that other people that i dont even know do. Like smoking. Its ok if they want to kill themselves that way....but when it comes to me and my family.....it makes me mad that i cant even keep the sliding glass door open or my front door open. When i smell it...i have to close it and i do it loud so hopefully that get the hit that they know im mad. It just seems that everyone....i mean everyone in our area smokes. And i think thats sad. And yesterday....thats when it really made me mad and it just went over the top....Bryon saw or smelled the people downstairs smoking weed. At that point we are going to tell the manager of the apartments. We dont need that crap here. Its enough that people freaking smoke but we dont need this stuff now too.
But other then that....i just really want to move into something big and maybe with a little backyard or something. She loves the outside. She can be out there for hours. But i can understand why she feels that way...when we dont really get out cuz of money and us living in an apartment. There's not much room to run. That explains some of Summer's moods. I just wish things would get better soon. Im just worried that things are just going to go sour again and we are going to move out of the apartment again but this time we arent sure where we are going to live cuz my mom wont let us live there again. Which is kinda messed up...but whatever.
Changing subject before i start to cry. Yes its a normal thing i do. But anyways....i was thinking if we should have another baby shower.....people thing i should....so many we'll just do a co-ed party...but not really a baby shower. Its just a get together and if people want to bring gifts...they can. If you dont know what to get us.....i signed up at Babiesrus.com again. This are just things we really need or could use. I just wish i knew that before Summer came. We will probably have the party at a park but more info will be sent out when it gets closer.
Its just crazy that i will be seeing this bundle of joy in less then 4 months. Its so amazing. But just worried about the labor. Hopefully it will go alot easier this time. But we will see.
Ok thats all for now....
PS: if i already said something from before.....im sorry. I do forget alot!
This is a video of Alexis moving in my belly. Its kinda hard to see it. But If i get a better one...I will post it on here!
Baby moving in belly!
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