Well tomorrow I will be 6 months prego and It still unreal that I will have TWO girl in 3 months! I so cant wait. It will for sure fill out my day when i have nothing to do. I cant wait to get my enery back and do stuff i couldnt do when i was pregnant. Like have my pepsi back even tho i kind been drinking it alittle more then i should but ive been so good with it. All i drink is water mostly. The only real thing(s) Im worried about when the baby comes is handling both when bryons at work. Or if i need to go somewhere...i dont know how im going to get both down the stair in one piece lol. Summer is learning the stairs but im just still worried that she might fall or whatever else. Well hopefully something will happen with the business and it will take off and we can afford a house to rent. Just trying to still keep our hopes high. But besides that. I got my hospital bags mostly packed. Just need to few more things for me and the baby and ill be set. And I want to put the carseat in the car to just have it ready but i know its still early but in our case from last time who knows what will happen lol. I guess im kinda nesting from what people call it. cuz im wanting to washing the blankets that i havent even used and still have to bow on them when Summer was born. We got so many...we just couldnt use them all so i just put some away. But Summer seems to like one of the blankets so i ended up washing that one for her and maybe sooner or later she'll use it at night or something. And theres the boucey chair and swing and the baby's bed that i need to get from my mom's and wash all of that. And trying to fingure out what we are going to do about beds when the baby actually goes to the crib. Still looking on craigslist.com for a starter bed. Its just hard also cuz when we have the money...there's nothing and when we dont...there's a few for some good prices. Its sucks. And im also trying to find a little house that Summer can play in cuz she loved the one her cousin's had but they price those so high. I dont know. Im sure we'll find out! Well I think Summer is getting better on behaving but the newest thing she has done but hasnt done it again thank god...is climb our dining room chair. Me and Bryon were both surprise to see her up there. Im surprised she hasnt tried the couches. The only thing we really need to teach her is to get off a bed and if and when she does...we can for sure get her a starter bed. But for right now im kind worried about that cuz lately she's been whining when we put her to bed at night and she hasnt done that for a while but i think she's getting use to it again. We are trying to put her to bed earlier cuz this 11 o'clock bedtime is getting old...so i think she needs to get to bed at like atleast 10pm. I know we cant for 9 really unless i quit my job. cuz when we both work we get off around 10pm and she's just to much when we get home. We need that quiet time lol. It will be hard sometimes when i come home and not she her cuz she'll be in bed but its for the best for at least right now until she get older.
Another thing that might be happening is.....potty training! Now that she's 18 months...she's kind showing more signs that she might be ready. It might take longer from what i read if i start earlier then i should but i think it will be a start. I'm just not all sure how to start it. I know some just put them on the potty when the mother or father goes. But i guess i cant look it up too. But her signs are....she takes her diaper off when shes wet or dirty (or atleast from what i seen) and when i ask her if she needs to be changed...she'll grab her diaper and sometimes go in her room and kinda one more thing is....yesterday morning her diaper was dry....which could mean that she tries to hold it in. I know if give her enough to drink so i know thats not the problem. I guess we'll just see what happens. Not going to rush stuff.
Well beside Summer.... Alexis is still moving like crazy. I cant wait to see her and what she looks like! Ive been thinking about getting the 4D sonogram since i really didnt get the chance to do it last time. There's this place i heard about that holds up to 10 people...so i wanted to bring some of the family to come and watch whenever we end up doing it. This is reall a must for me this time. So much i didnt get to do before Summer was born but my goal is to do that and take studio picture of me being pregnant but that best thing about the pictures is that it will be even more cuter with Summer in then. Cant wait!
So much to look forward too. Well for Bryon and I...we are just working out stuff just as a couple. Just trying to bring back all the love. Its just been alittle hard with having Summer and then get pregnant and our jobs and then starting the new business and being in this small place. We are just try to manage it all. I know i havent been the greatest people in the world but I always say it the baby and it will get better when the baby is born or maybe a month after the baby is born so i can get use to waking up when the baby does since im not a morning person. I LOVE being a Wife and Mother but it doesn get hard and sometimes i maybe not act like it but i do. I do my best in everything i do.
Just hoping everything will work out sooner or later with money and our job (mainly mine) and just handling the girls when they are both together. Wow that weird to say. Its always been just Summer now it "Girls"...Summer and Alexis! Crazy! I love it!

The day before i turned 6 months!

Summer's messy face and she turned 18 months!