26 Weeks and 98 days to go!

Today I was trying to make a list of things I need at walmart and then i started thinking about the party that i wanted to have for Alexis...but im just not sure anymore. People from my mommy group...says they think i should have one cuz why would i have one for Summer and not Alexis. I dont want it to be a baby shower...i just want it to be a celebration that she's coming and it would be optional if they wanted to bring a gift or not. But then when i talk to people i know like a few family members...they are just saying it would be a waste of time. I dont know what to do. Bryon just says dont listen to them and just have it. But i dont want to plan for it if no one will come. And for some reason...it would make sense to not have one too cuz we are trying to get out bills in order and trying to save. I dont know. Maybe i just wont have one. And if people want to buy something for Alexis....ill just let them know that we are registered at babies r us. Its just stuff we really could use...now that we've learn with the first!

It just seems more and more unreal that we'll have two girls soon. I feel mostly ready for her to come. Besides the few things i still need to get. But mentally, i feel ready. I just dont know about the lack of sleep. Im sure it will be ok. I just would what she's going to look like. I hope she looks like Summer. That would be great! And i hope she'll have red hair like bryon's hair has on his chin or bryon color eyes. That would be so cool. But if not....we will for sure love her just the same. Im just worried when 7 months comes. Thats when Summer came...so im being extra careful. I think i might ask my doctor in a few weeks when i see him if theres anyway i can get a not saying that i shouldnt pick up things as much when im at work. Cuz our racks get so messy and i try not to do alot of bending cuz for one it sometimes hurts my back and two sometimes my stomach hurts. Yes yes i know i shouldnt be doing it in the first place....but you know retail (if you were done it) its alot of work and some of the time i dont get help and im usually by myself in my department. But im doing my best to stay off my feet more and just relax. Last night i was surprised that Alexis let someone else besides me and bryon feel her move in my belly. It was even better cuz it was her soon to be god mom. (as far as i know) It was great.

As for Summer...She is still a growing and more active girl. Still havent tried potty training yet but hope to soon. She's learning so much! She's smart like her daddy for sure. I just wondering how she will react when her sister comes into the world. Im sure she'll do great.

Im still waiting and hoping to get into a house soon! Just really hoping something will happen and then we can afford to move. I just keep thinking how wonderful it would be to have a yard and more space to move for the girls and i wouldnt have to worry about the cats as much withe the small of the liter box and all that. And it would just be easier to get out the door if we had to go some where. I just hate the stairs we have at our place now. Im just always worried one of us is going to fall down them. oh and a garage! That would be so great. All the unwanted stuff in the house...would be put in there! Some day my dream will come true!

Well thats my thoughts for today! Until next time....