Today is not going to be my day....i can see it now. I put an ad on Craigslist.com and someone replied to it yesterday. I broke down. And the lady actually wrote me back today to come and see the cats. I told Bryon that i wouldnt be able to talk to the lady and that he would have to do it cuz it would hurt to much. And then my mom's dog mine be put down cuz of what she has. And i feel bad for Summer cuz thats the only animals she actually has and sees and plays with. Yeah she has her toys and us to play with her. But she loves her kitties. I know she would understand but still i feel guilty for doing this. But we really have no choice. I just hope the cats actually go to a good home. I just have to many worries for everything. It just hurts inside to see my cats go. And here i go crying again.

But besides all that....i had my two doctors appointments yesterday and today. Yesterday went so good. Alexis is 6 lbs and 3 oz and she had alot of hair. And today was just a check up and Im still the same and heart beat was good. If nothing happens in the next two weeks...she will most likely induce me which is going to be the third week. So it will be great. Its amazing that i actually pretty much made it to full term. It was a hard road but i did it. I just cant wait until this is over with.

With Summer...She is still crazy as can be. She loves to talk but in her language. We went to walmart yesterday and got Summer and Alexis's halloween t-shirts. They are very cute! I was thinking of getting matching ones but i didnt want to do that just yet. Even tho i really wanted too. Still need to get they're costumes. I think we are either going with minnie or princess for Summer. Mostly likely minnie mouse and im still not sure about Alexis. They had some cheap ones in the baby area at walmart that were like $8 and they did have newborn size...so i was excited there. But we'll see what they have when we go in next time. Still unsure where we're going for trick or treating. We went to Bryon's work to fax something but after we did that... Bryon wanted to see how tall she was and see if she was tall enough to go on this ride...but of course its not really a ride she would like just yet but at least we know how tall he is now. She's 33 inches tall. She's getting so big. She has a check up next month...so hopefully everything is fine when we go.

Tuesday was Bryon and I's 2 year Anniversary. For the most part the day was good. Of course we had to have our daily argument. Im surprised we've made it that far. But at the same time i knew we would. All together we've been together 6 years. Thats a long time. Well for the day...we didnt really do much. He made breakfast and used our new pancake thing we got from a friend that never used it. It worked great! But when it got to be later on....we dropped Summer off at my parents house. He took me to the beach where we love to be. The waves we so cool. They were actual waves. Most of the time when you see them here...they built up to nothing but not these ones. I go a few pictures of them. And after we were trying to figure out about dinner. We were going to go to hard rock just cuz we have there card thing...for everytime you eat or buy something there...you earn points and we had enough that added up to $20 and we were just going to use that since we were low on money but decided to not go there and go to this hotel/ resort that we were thinking about getting married at and they have some good food. It was alittle more money but it was still good. We earned it. It was nice cuz we were outside and it the sun was setting but it was getting cold. Luckily they had heat lamps. And they were willing to turn them on for us. And after dinner just went to pick up our little girl and went home. Wish it could have been alittle better if we had the money but what can we do. Hopefully next year we can afford to actually do something.

Well tomorrow is Bryon's 27th birthday and I'm trying to plan a little party for him. going to make a cake and cookies. Make a dip that i havent done for a while. But hopefully everything will turn out ok. Probably after this...try to take a nap before my mom brings Summer home and put her down for a nap and then hopefully im not to tired and clean. But we'll see how much i get down! If not today...ill do it tomorrow with everything else i have to do. =)

Well that all the news i have for now.....until next time!