Well this would be the part where i was either trying to get out of the hospital or i was already out and on bed rest and hurting like hell when i was having Summer! But today i feel good besides the little pain in my back. But ill take that rather then be in the pain i was in last time. I really think we have hope that we can last. Hoping i get the experience that i wanted to have last time but didnt get. Hearing and holding that baby for the first time after she comes out and actually hearing her cry. Instead of seeing my baby leave the room right away. That day was one of the worst days of my life even tho it should have been the happiest. I was happy she was born dont get me wrong but its hard to explain until you can experience it yourself. The memories of going to the NICU and seeing her there and the way she was. She was my miracle baby! This baby will be just as a miracle cuz she will have made it threw the hard part where Summer was at! And im happy for that!
Besides all that, We went to the appointment on tuesday and everything was the same. Still have 1 cm. The doctor said i was more of a chance of having the baby early then someone else just cuz of my history and everything that has happened. And he told us that he could feel the head but it could of been just where she moving to at the time. She really moves alot. She moves more then kicking now unless im messing with her then she get mad or something and kicks that area! Its kinda funny! But another then at for the doctors appointment....he said i didnt have to be on bed rest anymore but i need to rest alot and he told me no more work until baby is born. So im happy about that in some ways. But other then that he wanted to see me in two weeks. So that a good sign!
Summer is still growing. Still being a pain =)Ive noticed she knows alot more and she's kinda be saying more word. Like " where did it go" (dont know where she got that!) She also says " uh-oh" now. She says more but i can think of them at the moment. Bryon wants to try to potty train her. She keeps taking off her diaper and from the weekly emails i get from this website...it looks like she mostly ready. I dont know...now that ive been talking about for so long...i just kinda wanted to wait until after the baby is born. I think it would be to much for me to do right now. I get so tired so easily now....and i dont like it. I pretty sure its cuz of me laying around for a week when i was on bed rest. who knows. Another thing Summer does now is sing. If she watching her show...she'll try to sing along with it even tho she cant say the words. But she's trying.
On wednesday, we had to leave the apartment for the night cuz they were spraying for roaches. I was the only that had to be out for 24 hours which sucked so bad. when everyone else could come back after 4 hours. I was so bored at my parents. But luck enough my mom took her to the store and where ever else for a few hours. So i got a nap in. And then when it was bed time...Summer whined alittle but surprisingly went to sleep but woke up a few times during the night. Unlike me...i was up almost all night. If it wasnt Summer, it was the cats and if it wasnt then it was the baby moving. But luckily when bryon lefted i went to sleep and had about 2 or 3 hours of sleep. So that was enough for me. When it was around 10 am...I got up and wanted to get ready...so my mom could bring me and Summer back to our place. Even tho i hated my place so much...it was so good to be back home! But in the meantime...Bryon was in Palm Springs....which stressed me out. I was a mess until he finally came home. Part of it might had to do with lack of sleep and of course me being prego. But besides all that...I was trying to keep myself busy and putting some of the stuff away that we had to take out out the kitchen and bathrooms. I had to take like 100 breaks from it. But I got alot of it done which im very proud of myself. Now we just need to clean out the two last bins. I think one is canned foods and the other is pots and pans. So it should hopefully be easily.
Right now Summer is watching her Mickey Mouse Clubhouse Dvd. She loves to dance to the music at the end. Its funny. She kinda sings with it. Alexis keeps moving and making funny shapes of my belly. Me...Im just doing this and getting tired again. And Bryon is at work. Oh...tomorrow will be a month until our mine and Bryon's 2nd Anniversary. Its crazy. Im still not sure what we are going to do since im pregnant and all. Hopefully its something nice. We are also hoping for Bryon's birthday we can go to disneyland. He would be getting in free for his birthday and lucky enough my co-worker/friend was selling a ticket for 50....which is nice....and it would take the worry out of having to wait to buy a ticket at the park. The only thing i would have to go is...sit alot. I just do want to go and have to do that. Id feel bad for everyone else that would be going. It would be good cuz of Summer. I dont know. We would just have to talk about it and she who's all going and what not. I also would feel bad if we decide to not go cuz of me being pregnant and all that. And I know Bryon would be sad...cuz we've been wanting to go back for so long from the last time. I dont know. We'll just have to see how things go.
Well im gettin tired...so better lay down and feed little Summer. As i always do....ill keep everyone updated on everything.
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