On Tuesday for my normal doctors appointment, the doctor does what they need to do and everything and i ask a question about the pains ive been having thinking it was just the baby cuz she likes to get in weird spots now. And i brought up Braxton Hicks and she decided to keep me and when she did she told me i was a tad soft and that i was 1 cm dilated. And at some point i wasnt surprised but i guess i was in shock tho that "Oh my gosh, its happening again" thought. And told me that i should be on bed rest for a week and take this pills and hopefully everything will close up and do its thing. I was thinking to my self again..."bed rest...hahaha. How in the heck am i suppose to do that and with a toddler running around. But that first night was hell for me. My back hurt so bad. But i guess i gotten used to it by the next day and i havent really feel any pain in my back. I still been having contractions as far as i can tell unless its the baby. But the next day the doctor wanted me to call to make sure everything was going ok...but ive been having some symptoms for the pills. Like feels sick and shaking and one other thing that i dont remember and im not sure if this was when bryon was still on the phone or not but i got up and i had pain in my stomach like it could of been contractions so they told me to come to the L/D so they can monitor me. I was there for about 2 hours but it didnt really feel that long though. And nothing happened while i was there and they took some kinda test which i havent heard back from now that i think about it. But my actually OB doctor came in and he said that i could go home and just wait for the results. So i was very happy to hear that. For those who saw my last time at the hopsital...i was just a wreck. But everything should hopefully will be good. I tell ya...little Alexis is a real feisty one. When i was just at the appointment...she like like or did some to the doctor when she was messing with my stomach. It was funny! To the last of the story....after my doctor told me i could go home, he said that i should have an ultrasound done tomorrow (which was today). So i made an appointment for that and went in today for it and everything seemed good. And got a few pictures out of it...which was exciting for me. Bryon loved seeing Alexis since he didnt really get to last time cuz we brought Summer...which wasnt really a good idea. But it was great. Now Im just stilling here writing this to everyone! Still on bed rest until next tuesday...so we'll see how things go. My luck I'll be on bedrest for the rest of the pregnancy. But we'll see.
But besides all that.... mostly everything is good. Missing my little girl. She's been at my mom's during the day, which is fine but I dont feel like a mom anymore cuz i cant do anything. This morning....i didnt care what they said...when she woke up..I changed her and got her out of bed! oh gees...im get emotional again. It feels like she doesnt care that im there anymore. She goes to her dad more and it hurts. I was doing to good for awhile and she would come to me but now this happen...its all changed. I know this will only be a short while but still. Just having all the memories coming back from my first labor and now this. What else are they going to throw at me. I just want everything to go back to normal. Two more months to go. It seemed so close but now for all i went threw its so far away.
Well i guess i better go and lay back down. But i'll let everyone know more details when i get then. Just need thoughts and prayers for these two months. Or more like that ill last with the bed rest. But im sure i can do it. Btw...Alexis say hi. She was moving while i was writing the end of this. But until next time!
Picture of her face...they told me she had some hair!
Picture of the side of her face....she weighs 3lbs and 4 oz
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